9 Months of Life

This week (Tuesday) Jayson turned 9 months, time really flies. I counted and did my math 1 year and 1/2 ago Jayson started to exist. Oh my! he changed my life completely I don't regret it at all and never will. I never thought it would happen to me, I learned the "never say never"saying. Everyday I go straight home after work when before I dreaded to go home cause it was "boring" I had to go places with friends, happy hour, parties you name it I was there, Fridays and Saturdays I would hang out with friends at sports pubs stay out until early hours of the morning it was just a lot of partying and having good times. I have to thank my mom for teaching me to be a good mom, for being strict with me when I would want to go and meet with friends and wanted to leave Jayson with her so that I would go out. I remember of getting super mad and saying I can't believe she is being that way with me. What have I done to her, why can't she take care of him for a while if he goes to sleep early, I would stay in my room and be very upset and then I take a look at Jayson and I would tell myself, OK I stay with you tonight and made that night the best of it. It's funny to see those onsies at the store that reads "Party at my crib at 2:00 a.m." it is true! I would enjoy the evening with my son all evening. Now I don't regret it a bit. Jayson will grow one day and I will not regret not being around or with him as he reached all his milestones and be there to see each and one of it. There will be time for all those different get togethers with friends later. I have a little boy to look after its not only me to take care of. I love you Jayson always and forever. (a picture will follow later) sorry :(